3 weeks + 2 days

Today, we argued over something which is seriously so not significant. The third weeks and 2 days since he flied back to Mel, we fight. Sounds sarcastic. When i re-read all the love messages he sent to me during these 3 weeks and 2 days, i wonder which one is the message he really meant it. Well, distance kills.admit it.

Let's do a little update on myself. What i have been done these few days. My week days are all about working during office hours and this baby at night. I stay in my aunt's house, and my aunt babysit him. Btw, he is Lawrence, my cousin's son.

Eating his own little hand.

His mom says:pandainya, eat drumstick.

i say: Hmmmm..bad habit!

His mom says: Where got?

Here he is, trying to lick the matress and playing with his own saliva.

hari Ke-SEMBILAN

A little update of what i have been doing in the past few days.

Thursday- office till 9pm

每个人做到灰头土脸，我叻？早上到中午，上网！

Friday- IJM Competition Presentation

I'm not in the team, however, 我还是去了。哈哈！第一次参与真正的presentation,所有人都西装笔挺，正经八百地在开会。当然，我也看到了一样我一直都清楚知道的东西，那就是发展商就是生意人，他们关心的就只是数目字。公司里几位年轻的设计师在会议后愤愤不平，非常失望。但，现实社会就是这样。虽说是比赛，要的是创意，实际上，他们看的是那建筑物建成后可以为他们带来多少利润。well,不是我present,所以感觉还蛮好的。

Saturday /Sunday/Monday

Nothing much to say, been busy with kid, baby,dog,chocolate, and of course missing DD.

9 months with only 3 gigi

2 months plus, crying day and night

There was once, i loved him very much,然后当我从墨尔本回来后，他不再“听命于我”，and AMAZINGLY, this weekend, he suddenly approched me . Playing "hand hand" with me for half and hour.

The 2nd

今天，本小姐超不爽。她又来了。我做了两小时的东西，她一句我好像忘了放进XXX，我就得重做。为什么你的错误我就必须帮你重做？我还没开始进来实习时，婆婆就一直盯宁，我们是新人，要谦卑，虚心向别人学习。现在我可是谦虚地向人学习，结果叻？她把我弄得精神紧张。她高兴就要我在图画上加上一条线，不高兴的时候就问我为什么乱画。现在你是怎样？你健忘我就要受罪吗？老板把要改的设计告诉我，要我去跟她沟通，但，她偏偏就不相信我说的。要我再三去跟老板确定。 你要问的东西不会敲门进去问吗？我问了你又不信。我虽然是实习的，我听你的并不代表我什么都不懂，我虽然还没完成我的建筑课程，但好歹我也读了三年。过分！现在，她又再喊了！我采她都傻！

第一天

我一直都想要有自己的一个部落格， 不过碍于太多的原因，直到今天我才真正的要帮这部落格开张。我常觉得部落格就像把日记公开的给所有人随心所欲地翻阅，也可能因为这样部落格作者当想要写到身边的人的时候会有所顾忌。在现实生活中，我从小就被灌输了“祸从口出”的理念，说话要婉转。也就因为这样，学会了去解读大人们所谓的话中话。说话这门艺术还真的是一点都不简单。

现在的我希望这部落格会成为我可以自由言论的地方。话说回来，为什么我选择今天来为我的言论天地来个开张大吉呢？今天是他和我分开两地的第一天，一个人在墨尔本，一个则在马来西亚。昨天在机场送机的时候，没用的我，眼泪还是夺眶而出。之前，我已在脑海里演习了不下十次，提醒自己不可落泪。分开两地，我也不想呀，但，这是我自己做的决定。说什么要休息一段时间，做工实习才继续读书。什么休息是为走更长远的路，一个字，废！我现可是懊恼万分，后悔不已。

今天是第一天，暂还没一日不见，如隔三秋的感觉，因为平时我们也没天天见面。但，我的心每隔几分钟，就会不停地想到底他现在在干些什么呢？这种感觉一点都不好受。